The Wank Bank

There is NOTHING sexier than watching a man masturbate.

I was 15 when a man first wanked in front of me and I thought it was the most erotic thing I'd ever seen.

The climax and waterfall of semen cascading over his hands and shaft - Mefuckingow.

Slowly, my obsession with watching men wank transformed into dual masturbation.

To this day -- dual masturbation is one of my favourite sexual acts.  

Some of my most powerful orgasms  have been achieved during this team sport.

But this blog isn't about male wankery or dual masturbation. 

This blog is about the The Wank Bank...

(that visual archive we delve into whilst we are masturbating).

I often masturbate to porn BUT DO NOT NEED IT to climax.

Actually if I'm honest - I much prefer to dig into the  showreels of my mind.

​I have a very VIVID imagination.  Porn cannot compete!

​So today I'm opening the door to my wank bank for you to have a peek. :) 

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​CURRENT MEN I WANT TO FUCK

This is my MOST popular masturbatory archive.

It's like the 'new release' section in a DVD store.  But the dvd store is in my mind.

Usually at any given time, there will be 1 or 2 MAIN men on my radar.  

Some stay on the 'new release' list for years.  Others only days, weeks, months.

Bascially the fantasties involve them and me in every sexual fantasy you could think of:  Fellatio, DP, 69, gangbangs, anal, bondage, doggie, cunnilingus, sex-toy play, spanking, rape fantasies, BDSM etc etc.

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MY WAR FANTASY

I am obsessed with my war fantasy.  You can read how my obsession started here.

​This fantasy is saved for when I have unlimited time because it is LONG and SPECIFIC.  I need at least an hour to fully complete the fantasy before allowing myself to climax.

This fantasy makes me howl like a bitch.  I need a pillow to scream into.  

If I could grab it out of my mind and distribute it as a film in Europe.  My god!!!  :-)  It would win awards.

These soldiers know their stuff and they are BRUTAL.

This is my most epic sexual fantasy.  It has cooked and cooked in my brain for over 25 years.
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MR. NAMELESS FUCK

This guy was the best fuck of my life thus far.  I've written about him previously.

In saying that.  

I didn't know his name.
I only fucked him once.

And I do realise, if we'd gotten to know each other and fucked numerous times.  Imperfection would've crept in because humans are imperfect.

But yeah, to this day I still fantasise about him.  It's very hard to explain.  But I'll do my best to explain it.

Imagine if you knew that ' a fuck' was going to be the last fuck of your life.  

How would you progress?  What positions would you do? Would you go hard or soft?  Fast or slow?

Mr. Nameless Fuck LITERALLY fucked me that day, as if I was the last woman he was ever going to fuck.  It was primal.  It was raw.  It was ANIMALISTIC.  

That's the only way I can describe it.

I've never been fucked as hard as he fucked me.  (and I've been fucked damn hard).

He had everything.  He was kind.  He owned me.  He objectified me.  He was sweet.  It was a strange combination.  Really hard to convey in words.

I can't remember his face.  I know he had a blue t-shirt on and he was a tradie.  I know that I was sober - haha.

There are just visions and feelings associated with that fuck -- that will be with me forever.

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​PAST SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS

I do fantasise about men I've fucked previously but its all disjointed like a dream.

I don't remember 'whole fucks'.  I just remember 'flashes' of what various men have done to me.  So usually one fantasy will involve individual memories of numerous men.

​ ie:

How he shoves my head down on to his cock.

How he fingers my cunt.

How he enters my arse.

How he flips me over.

How he looks at me.

How it feels when he blows inside of me.

The noise he makes when he cums.
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OLDER MEN

I had men in their 50s fucking me when I was just a young teen and they are still fucking me. 

I have always felt attracted to older men.  While other 16, 17, 18 year old girls were going to parties with BOYS their same age.

I was being wined, dined and fucked by MEN in their 50s (mainly corporates)... and travelling with them.  I had a ball!  #noregrets. 

My EVOLVED and progressive parents had no issue with me being taken out by older men.  Actually they preferred it, as did I.  

So in a nutshell, I often have sexual fantasies about debonair older men.
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MOVIE SCENES

 I don't really masturbate about celebrities or movie stars as such (though I know many women do). 

It's a bit too UNREAL for my liking...

I mean I find George Clooney as gorgeous as the next woman. But I wouldn't masturbate about him.

There are certain movie scenes I've masturbated over though. But I'm not going to list them.   :)
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BEING FILLED UP

 I am obsessed with having no empty space.  

So I often focus intently on dicks filling orifices.  I wrote a blog post about my obsession.

I think this is why I rarely fantasise about women when I masturbate.  

Although I'm bisexual and love eating pussy.  Dick is my overall preference.  I'm a phallocentric!

I guess that's where porn enters my life, I LOVE to see dicks being shoved into holes.